In the morning, when I hear water run, I no longer look for you
in the kitchen. I place the toast on the table
in front of an empty chair. Later, I remove
the empty plate. I hear the door close and tell myself
it’s the neighbor’s door. Crumbs pattern the plate
like footsteps in snow. Hoping to see birds, I toss the crumbs
out the window. When the crumbs are gone,
there will be no way to know whether it was birds that ate them.
Arden Levine’s poems have recently appeared in Sycamore Review, The Missouri Review, Barrow Street, RHINO, and River Styx, and been featured in American Life in Poetry (a partnership of The Poetry Foundation and the Library of Congress). Arden is a D.C. native, an Advisory Editor for Epiphany, and an adorer of all things avian. She lives in New York City, where her work focuses on the development and preservation of affordable urban housing and neighborhoods.
“I landed on this island late in the day. From the ferry, I watched the harbor approaching, and the small white town perched around the Venetian-style castle, and I thought, maybe he’s here.”