They All Mean the Same Thing


Books about illness, about widowhood, about grief. Conversations with strangers over dessert at death cafés. A crystal bowl-accompanied simulation of my own death. Images of felted wool caskets and mushroom shrouds. The forest of a green burial park. A call through a wind phone.

If there’s a door that says Death on it, I can’t turn the knob fast enough. What do I hope to find inside? Richard.

I reach for his hand in the dark.



Pastoral

maybe it was the year
the water dried up