Loon


They say he can’t be cured. When I visited him, he talked about mushrooms that transmitted secret codes, clouds prophesying the next war, a conspiring troop of faucets. You hugged me and said, Sorry your dad is living in such terror. But is it terror? Every molecule of his world vibrates with meaning. When I wake up in the pit of night, I look at your shoulder, the slope of your neck, and—please don’t laugh at me—I see a message. I don’t know what it says, but I’m telling you, sometimes it’s the only thing that keeps me from losing my mind.



stillness

It's the
only way I can make myself cry these days.


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Alcohol as/ Valley
a river can't help
but cut in two