From the Archives: Touch


This was originally published on January 23, 2019.

All I’ve ever offered up in prayer
Never came back as birds.
In my deepest fold I wonder
Lord—is self harm ever devotional or
Is it always a form of possession?
No one cares to make an unremarkable
Gown of their suffering.
Until now, I was so
Sure no one would touch me again.



ruminations

always, there is so much / i do not want.