Ofc I love when she touches my cunt, but I’m even more exhilarated when her fingers find a place that’s rarely touched, like the back of my thigh, directly beneath my ass. The widest part of my legs. An underrated skinspot imo—so fleshy and erotic without the obviousness of tits and ass. Hairs grow there and I let them with an indifference I don’t have for the rest of my body. I want to feel wild there. I want there to be one place that’s under-touched, unmarked. When she finds it, I unclench.
Kayla Kumari Upadhyaya is a lesbian writer of essays, short stories, and pop culture criticism living in Miami. She is currently a fiction editor at TriQuarterly and a writer for Autostraddle. Her short stories have been published or are forthcoming in McSweeney's Quarterly Concern, Catapult, and Fugue. Her pop culture writing can be found in The Cut, The A.V. Club, Vulture, Refinery29, Vice, and more. A lover of food, she previously worked as a restaurant reporter for Eater NY. She attended the 2020 Tin House Summer Workshop for short fiction and is an upcoming fellow for Lambda Literary's Writer's Retreat for Emerging LGBTQ Voices.