at the company banquet; with the velvet drapes drawn; while most here would rather
pretend space is a backdrop painted for earth; since the moon is
gray like a photograph charading memory; using language
empty as a hologram; as though the stars are a breadcrumb trail to heaven; as what escapes
from insomnia-begotten days on an unnumbered calendar; with anyone under
the sun’s administration of shadows; above a world with contests for crowns, over
-taking silence in the marketplace of noise; if our common science underwrites
temples in strip malls and cars that drive with no one at the wheel; as the origin of
contracts signed with invisible hand; without formulae for entropy in
bodies resting to be rested for work; as if the universe clamors for
relative values and quarterly forecasts, credit advances and capital gains
taxes on the dead, what claims the dead surrender; aside from the void that distinguishes
everything observable; since I can’t afford the ex-
communication from work; if no one present longs for
change of breath or perspective; without position and scope to see
galaxies devouring each other, suns dying to embody the dark; nor
the stakes in a tangle of data, the red exit glaring; yet what is left to say after
the land’s lesson that pressing up against another is a fault; after everyone plays
tonight’s dissonant symphony of fork and knife on bone; at the risk of learning
there is no beyond while god’s own hand draws the curtain back; because
every silence is not an invitation,
company diminishes, and that cosmic, impossible mouth shifts to yawn,
like the cat who drops at someone’s heel the fresh kill she wants for herself.